Need advice :(

Jada

Hi everyone, so I recently posted on here asking for advice on a decision if I should quit my dance team or not. I have been going back and fourth with trying to decide if I should quit or not. There are definitely more cons then there are pros, the only reason why I would wanna stay is cause my two best friends are on the team, but they lowkey wanna quit as well so who knows haha. Anyway it’s going to be my senior year and while I know that being in a lot of clubs and stuff looks good for college , I am in a few other clubs at my school that focus more on volunteering for the community and what not. My dance team is just a very toxic place and honestly being on the team has made me absolutely hate dancing and I have no fun doing it anymore. Th girls on the team are just so rude and the coaches definitely have favorites and treat everyone else unfairly. so long story short I wanna quit I just wanna have fun my senior year , but the only problem is my mom will be so furious. Every time I try to bring it up she gets so upset and gets angry at me, she doesn’t even let me explain my reasoning why. I know why she is upset and it’s mainly because it has cost a lot of money and she doesn’t want me to just “quit my last year and give up” but honestly it’s just one little part I’m my life yanno. I wanan focus more on my future and figure out truly what I want to pursue but having to deal with this truly holds me back so much. Anyway does anyone have any words of advice? I know this is kinda hard to help with but anything would help at this point :)