Unfair...

It feels so unfair even being in this app anymore... I’m waiting for the results of my CVS test, and with a high chance of Down syndrome and other chromosome abnormalities, I feel so selfish for even feeling this way, but while everyone else is wondering at this point “oh boy or girl?” And feeling comfortable with finally being able to announce or know the baby will make it, I’m over here curled up in bed which I can’t get out of, wondering what is wrong with my baby...

I’m sick to my stomach.

Vent over...