just need to vent ... have no one ....

some ppl think i’m taking this whole virus thing to serious .. cuz i don’t want no visitors... but i’m just protecting my kids and i’m pregnant and i want them to be okay..... there saying i’m thinking like a little girl cuz i’m to over protected.... my husband the only one that goes out to work and get food he comes home and shower right away . and i go to my appointment only which has only been one this whole time... and now he thinks i might b over reacting he said i’m pushing my family away cuz i don’t want them to visit . we have always lived far and now we have at least one relative. but they don’t take it serious and there kids are mean to mine and there 6 years older than mine. my are toddlers under the age 3 . idk what to do. i wish ppl would just respect how i feel and how i wanna do things. i don’t judge what others are doing ... sorry for the long post . if not allowed you can delete. sorrry . forgot to mention this pregnancy has been hard and i’m in pain a lot . also dint want no one to b around my bby when born . i told my hubby he has to stay home with the kids . and he says to ask my relative but idont want to i won’t feel comfortable knowing there kid bully’s mine and she doesn’ do anything .... and all the germs . how can i tell her take care of my kids but when i come home with bby you can’t around us for the baby safety. sorry i probably don’t even make sense writing this while crying