Feelings 💔

I’m in love with another man. Idk what to do about these feelings they aren’t going away. I haven’t spoken to him in over a month and a half and he’s still ALWAYS on my mind. We have been friends for over 10 yrs now. His sister was one of my best friends growing up. Since she passed a few years ago we’ve gotten closer. Now I can’t get him out of my head. I’m just lost