Riding and Head Tips

Hi there

I, for some reason, am afraid of head...BECAUSE I BLOW. Pun totally intended. My first boyfriend of two years literally never wanted it so I never got used to it. He also never wanted anything but missionary so i am LAZY just so LAZY in bed it’s such a curse.

Now I’m with this guy and like our sex is good but I can’t help but feel like it could be better. I want to do more for him in the bedroom instead of just laying there and taking pipe.

Whenever I ride him I just feel like an awkward fish flopping around and can’t find a rhythm so I was wondering if anyone had any tried and true tips for that! I also don’t give him head too much (because I really hate being so bad at it, I’m trying to gain more confidence), but do you have any tips of how to go about giving great head?

Thank you in advance :-)