Antidepressants and Pregnancy

I am currently 12 weeks pregnant with baby #2. I have been feeling more tired than usual (obviously), but I don’t remember some of the things I’m experiencing emotionally, physically, and mentally with my first.

I’m currently taking a low dose of Lexapro to help with my depression/anxiety. I’m curious to know if anyone actually felt better NOT taking it during pregnancy due to extra hormones and what not. I’ve been feeling off and almost feel as if it might be the medicine contributing. I know it sounds crazy, but I can’t be alone in this... right?!