I feel so worthless and like a bad mother. My husband is an essential worker so I’m always worried for him and that he’s gonna infect us all. My work is still closed so I’m home with 2 little ones and I feel so impatient with them as each day goes by I feel like I yell more which is not fair to then but I just am so tired and cranky and sad or happy too i guess all at once.

I’m really happy for the extra maternity leave but I wish I had some help or appreciation even. My husband and is not the type to say you’re doing great or thank u for all the hard work u do fife our family I just need some of that every once in Awhile I’ve told him that.

I figured at least today on Mother’s Day he would show some appreciation. He made a card with my toddler it said happy Mother’s Day and love, their name’s

It really hurts my feelings that he couldn’t even find one other nice thing to say forgot doing anything else nice even -‘not even thabk u or we love u so much anythign ! It makes me feel even more about how I maybe am not a good mom and how he doesn’t think much of me anymore. I feel like he values me more when I work and earn money for the family. I hate myself right now and he did do the dishes and vacuum I love all do that I don’t need jewelry but I do need to hear I don’t suck he’s the only other adult human I’m around and I just need a little love