Had anxiety all of last night and today. On and off crying. Tried not to think about it but couldn’t help it. Been trying for 3 years so far with no results, it’s exhausting and emotionally draining. People posting all their babies online. I could’ve had 2 kids already, but no. It’s a hard day to deal with. To realize I am already a mom at heart, but I have nothing. It sucks.

Just wanted to vent.

You feel me?! Ugh.