Has anyone been through this or going through this?

My husband and I were blessed with a healthy baby boy in December after 5 years of ttc and several losses.

When i was pregnant we avoided sex throughout pregnancy because we were scared of another miscarriage, we only had sex when i was 10 days overdue to induce labour (it worked but ended up having an emergency c section).

My son is 19 weeks now and my husband and I are yet to have sex. I co sleep with my son as i exclusively breastfeed and he wakes often in the night to feed. We just havnt found the time to have sex and im really starting to miss it.

I find myself thinking about the days before my son and how we used to enjoy sex. Now it just feels like a distant memory and its making me sad.

Sometimes i feel a bit guilty for feeling like this because we longed for a child for so long and I know there are couples who who have been struggling for more than 5 years.