Scared with my 4th child

Ana

This will be my 4th child. I have a 18 yo boy, 6 year old girl and a 5 yo boy. I wasn’t prepared for this news, but part of me is sooo happy a newborn in the family. So much to think about. I’ll have to find a bigger place I have a 2 bedroom apartment and I live in NY where everything is expensive. Especially with this pandemic I’m 40 next month, that makes me high risk. Anyway wanted to share a lil about me and what I’m going thru