Back to trying again! (Please read)

So me and the hubby have been ttc since september of 2017, downloaded this app and started tracking everything. For over the first year I stayed on the app and still no result. So we decided to just let nature happen without tracking. I got one faint positive pregnancy test September 2019 then got my period anyway and the tests turned negative.

It's really been a hard time for me and my family the past few months of grieving, we lost 2 family members in the same week. During that time my doctor also told me I should just give up and go on birth control for my painful periods. So I kind of had a mental breakdown and had a 1/3 life crisis I guess you could say? I'm almost 28 and the thought of losing the last couple years in my 20s to ttc and regret it down the road when I lost my chance was killing me. So I bought some cheapie opk/pregnancy tests on amazon and started tracking my ovulation. Then on Saturday me and the hubby were spending quality time star gazing and both saw the biggest prettiest shooting star.

Of course I wished for a baby and hope he did too. So I started testing immediately. it seems that I only had a positive for one day. I didnt test again yesterday since I already saw a positive, so we just bd in the morning ish and then later in the evening. But the 2 days before hand we bd at least once if not twice so I really hope this is our chance! Does anyone else only get one day of positive opk? Could this be why it's so hard for us to concieve?

I could really use some cheering up so please drop some words of encouragement, or comments if you've been in a situation like mine! (And maybe some cute pet pictures)