Have to vent

I’m so emotional and upset. Today was my 35 week and also last ultrasound. I have yet to have the gender confirmed. The only confirmation I’ve had was the sneakpeek test I did at 9 weeks. I had a ultrasound at 20 weeks but the legs were so tightly closed they couldn’t see and again today. I haven’t even had a profile view of this baby. This whole pregnancy for me has just sucked. Now I can’t even finish shopping confidently. I’m so sad about it. Sorry had to let it out.