FET 5/15

Hi all. I haven't updated much the last couple days as I was getting nervous for my FET today. Everything went smoothly and the embryo was hatching. RE seemed neutral. He went through all the motions and said good luck.

I know this may sounds stupid but I totally cried after the transfer, once we got to the car and not happy tears. I didn't see the embryo go in on the screen. I dont know if it was the valium or what but he pulled the catheter out and said it was done. My hubby saw it though. I didn't feel connected to the embryo at all and told my husband I already dont think it worked. I'm not trying to be dramatic but I couldnt help feel that way. Anyone else feel this way after a FET?