I'm 37 an have 3 kids with my bf of 10 years 5,4,3 and I have a 16 year old our 2 youngest have a disability we haven't bd in 3 years because we got pregnant so easily with our 3 youngest we were terrified to get pregnant again....but a few weeks ago I told him how lonely I felt that I needed him to touch me and I felt alone we didn't even sleep in the same bed well the bd helped our relationship but now I'm pregnant 😱😱 I haven't told him I'm absolutely terrified to tell him any advice is appreciated i feel like I can't be happy about it and I KNOW my family (mom and 2 sisters 1 of whom cannot get pregnant) is going to say "u cannot keep it look what you are dealing with already " idk what to do my bf is gonna freak out! HELP ME!