I’m 14+4 and anxiety

Hi! Just wondering if anybody else is struggling with waiting to see your baby until 20 weeks? I got my first ultrasound at 8 weeks back at the beginning of April and don’t get another ultrasound until 20 weeks at the end of June. When I talk to my doctor about my concerns she just brings up my history of anxiety and dumbs it down to that. I get frustrated because this is my first pregnancy and if I didn’t have anxiety they would treat me differently. I’m a new mom, I have new mom jitters and I’m worried about my baby. I try my best to keep a healthy mental status and do my best of keeping busy. Stress isn’t good for the baby. But I don’t feel like I’m getting the reassurance I need to keep my worries at bay. I can’t be the only one? Does anybody else feel this way?