For the past few days I find myself oscillating through moments of total bliss and self pity. Each day, I can feel my sweet baby boy growing stronger inside of me. His kicks and wiggles get stronger, and it’s like I get to have secret sacred conversations with him. I can feel his wise, sweet, nurturing energy and it fills my heart with a glow that feels otherworldly...like angels wrapping their soft wings all around me. It’s bliss. ⁣ ⁣ On the other hand though, my body aches. I find myself failing miserably at practicing patience - I’m now almost 41 weeks pregnant. I see my body continuing to grow and expand and i wonder if I’ll ever be able to wear my old clothes again. It’s gotten too hard to go on walks. I’m getting restless. I fall into moments of wondering what I’m going to do with my life. And I get anxious. And then I wonder if I’ll just be pregnant forever. And I spiral into feeling sorry for myself. ⁣ ⁣ The point is, in the midst of all of this uncertainty and change - something we are ALL in right now - it’s ok to experience all the emotions. There’s nothing wrong with you if you’re happy one moment and scared the next. It’s ok to feel good during a time of major transition. And it’s ok to feel scared. We are all riding this wave with our own unique set of circumstances. Meditation, prayer, a good song, listening to the birds, starting at trees, talking to friends and family (and ice cream 😋).... these are the things that pull me into the present moment. We all have tools at our disposal - be it gardening, cooking, yoga, painting, singing, art, deep breaths.... we can all return to the present moment. We can all be here for one another. Feel all the feels and know that you aren’t crazy, you’re human. ⁣ ⁣ Sending lots of love ❤️ ⁣ Meg ⁣ .⁣ .⁣ .⁣ #consciouspregnancy #preggers #mindfulness #meditate #covid #covidpregnancy #pregnant #divinefemine #vibratehigher #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #birthsupport #empoweredwomenempowerwomen #pregnantandperfect #whattoexpect #preggo #mama #yogimama #selflove #41weekspregnant #raiseyourvibration #kundalini