Gender and crying

My husband and I have had 3 miscarriages and have no children yet. We are so lucky to be pregnant with our ivf miracle last night I got the result back of my NIPT test and everything is negative ! But I also found out the gender. I have know since the moment the geneticist came through the door with our embryo that we where having a boy . I don’t know how to explain it but all I can say it’s been an unwavering feeling. Well I was right ! ITS A BOY!!! I cried like a baby and went running into our house that we are currently building . I told my husband I had to show him a mess up in the nursery so I bring him upstairs shut the door cause my parents where over and I took one look at my husband and started bawling my eyes out like someone died bawling and my poor husband reaches out and just goes what happened is the baby ok what’s wrong with the baby . I felt so terrible! So I manage to tell him we are having a boy and I swear you would think the way I was crying that I was telling him I had a brain tumor or something . I have never been more happy or felt love like this in my entire life but when I think about my son I want to cry but I also want to rip someone’s throat out if they even look at my child wrong lol anyways long story I scared my husband to death . I found my inner mama lion and I am on cloud nine !