I started my maternity shoot today

My fiancé is a photographer

And I had to stop I was just so uncomfortable

And felt like I was forcing my self I couldn’t even get a nice smile out 😞 I’m so tired my vagina feels swollen and heavy .. my make up looked so good now I’m like I should of just got them over with is anyone just over being pregnant... was called and told that baby is around 6 in half pounds but his kidney and heart are measuring small . I was seen at the hospital - couple days ago so they are barley calling me back and it’s results . As many of you know I’m not being seen in DR office no prenatal care because I tested covid positive and they don’t have a protocol & well I’m at a non contagious state they just don’t know why I’m still testing positive they said it could be the pregnancy as it’s been a month and almost a week already I did my isolation .. and I don’t have any symptoms for over 2 weeks now . so I’m just ugh so over this pregnancy test he last couple weeks have been so hard 😞