I’m so torn

I’m a FTM and am so torn between trying for another one now and waiting. I’m 34 years old so I don’t want to wait too long. I’m not ready to give my body up just yet either. I just got my boobs back. I keep having dreams about having another kid. I also had a hard time with the baby blues my first time around, scared for the second time around. I just got my period back and am taking ovulation tests just to see if my body is back on track. Also sex just got enjoyable again about a month ago. Ugh, how do you guys decide? Every time I have a moment with my daughter I think “oh I want another one.”