Venting for a min..

I’m so over this virus! I mean I’ve had nurses and doctors say it’s not that bad that the media is making it worse than it is. And that when these people do die from it it’s not just the virus that’s killed them it’s underlying health problems that would of killed them anyway. It’s been said it’s just like a common cold just a little more intense. I’m personally not worried about it. And neither is the state I live in. There’s a few that worry but mostly we just can’t wait for it to die down and us go back to what we were doing before. It’s frustrating when you’re expecting and the dad can’t be involved with appointments and ultrasounds! Like my man took the day off for tomorrow so he could be involved and when I went last they didn’t make us wear mask but now they are?! When the states reopening? That makes sense.. no it doesn’t. And the fact that this is our first child.. I just look forward to it being here and being able find out tomorrow what he or she is and so we can name it and plan the reveal. So at least he’s apart of something. I’m gonna be so relieved when the baby has arrived so he can enjoy it as much as I do. Because right now I feel like I’m the only one able to really enjoy it cause I’m carrying the child and seeing all the appointment results. But I am doing as much as I can to make him involved. He’s helping plan the reveal(we won’t know the gender until the party) and we’re going to be taking family pictures and we’re going to name it and surprise everyone with the name once it’s born, and we’re looking for a place to live and he talks to my stomach now ☺️ so I mean I’m trying. But I just wish he didn’t miss out on so much.

Well that’s it, I just needed to vent before I cried my eyes out 😂 thanks y’all.