Giving up

Ebony

Guys..I’m trying to trust the process but I don’t even think I’m gunna test this month. I had symptoms and everything but suddenly I just feel like AF is gunna show up. She’s due Monday but idk...I just feel like she’s coming now. I’m trying to steady my heart. I just don’t understand why it’s this way. We didn’t even try with my 5 year old....just kinda sad tonight. Baby dust guys ✨ ✨