Feelings

I feel sad seeing everyone with their cute bellies and they’re all starting to feel kicks and starting to feel pregnant. I’m plus size so my tummy look just like pudge and I’m a ftm so I haven’t felt the baby yet. I’m only 18 weeks and I have to remind myself that it’s still a little early but I feel left behind and I want to feel pregnant and more connected to this baby so bad.

Just venting my feels sorry for the whinny post