This process is stressful

I got confirmation today that I had a chemical pregnancy. I thought I was going through one when they told me my levels where low tuesday so I feel like I had a few days to process I am sad but what I learned from my first miscarriage is you pick yourself up because they will never be forgotten but they wouldn't want you to live a life that is full of sadness. They want you to be happy and it might take a while to fully be happy but I am try to get myself there. Here is to the next try no one ever said this process was easy but also no one ever talks about it. Why is that. Why can't we talk about what happens so many women go through it why should a stay silent and hid are sadness and grief. We shouldn't because are babies matter to are babies are up there looking down on us and to celebrate them I'm not staying silent any more. I love both my babies no matter what. I will never know what its like to have them here with me but I also will never stop believing they are here with me and that even through I didn't have them for long they are still apart of me forever. ❤