I know he just doesn’t want to marry me. It shouldn’t be like this and I’m grieving.

My fiancé and I started dating in November of 2014. I moved in with him in May of 2015, and we’ve lived happily ever since. He proposed to me on my Birthday May of 2017 at our favorite upscale restaurant! It was definitely a night to remember!

Anyway, fast forward to now, he’s not telling me he doesn’t want to marry me, but he’s basically insinuating it in my opinion..he keeps talking about how expensive it’s going to be and how if we’re gonna do it, we’re gonna do it right, so going to the JP or eloping is basically out of the question, then he will change his mind completely and say maybe we should just elope, but then that’s the end of the convo..he’s back and forth with shit and I’m getting very hurt and antsy. Ive been a little distant the past few days. I don’t know what to do anymore about anything.