This is so messed up

I have been pregnant twice and this will be my third.

But do you know how I know before I get a positive tests every time?????

When I can’t stand my boyfriend! And I don’t mean we fight here an there. I mean I don’t want to be with him. I don’t want to see him. I never want to talk to him again.

Then I test and sure enough I’m pregnant.

Why does this happen!

I feel bad but then I don’t