1 year of trying

So June is coming up and it’ll officially be 1 year of trying. I had a loss last June so it really hits hard.

We’ve tried a lot of things. OPKs. Preseed. Not really trying but trying.

So now we’re trying but not trying. Again 🥴

I bought a calendar with different markers to mark days that are good days. I’ll be tracking with my OPKs again. We have Preseed. And the icing on the cake is the Fertilaid supplement I got in the mail. I started taking them yesterday.

I’m so exhausted, but the little box of rainbow booties sitting under our bed keeps me going. Because the day we get to finally conceive our rainbow baby, we can open that box🌈❤️

But at the same time; we won’t think about it. We’ll have fun. We’ll just know when the time is right 😂