So recently I’ve felt pregnant. Positive and negative tests so I’m not sure at this point. Waiting to go to the doctor. Appt June 5th. Anyways the thought of being pregnant makes me feel sick to my stomach and idk why. I’m thinking maybe Bc with my son I had hypermesis gravidarum(hope I spelled that right lol). I really don’t wanna go through that again. But I feel like a horrible person for feeling this way. I’ve never thought I’d feel like this yet here I am. Regretting the fact that I might be pregnant when there’s women out there who can’t even conceive. I feel like a shitty person right now. I don’t need anyone’s judgment or for anyone to bash me about this. But I’m just confessing how I feel currently.

Update: At 25 days late I finally got a super light but painful period.