i am so done with this year

i haven’t been through anything like being sick or having a family member sick or die from covid, so i know it could be so much worse.

in january i found out my boyfriend was cheating on me (we had been together two years)

in february a classmate (he was only in first year) killed him self - i wasn’t close to him but we talked every lab as he was in my lab group and i guess i just took it hard

then of course covid caused a lot of shut downs and other issues, which has caused my mental health to plummet

and now i’ve just been broken up with over text (not the guy who cheated on me)

now that i write it out i really see it’s not that bad, my life could be so much worse. i guess i’m just really tired of thinking i can finally be happy, only to have my heart shattered and not have anyone to turn to.