Pregnancy weight gain

Nearly 35 weeks with my baby girl who I am extremely grateful for after a mmc last summer, but iv gained so much weight about 36lbs iv stretch marks all over my legs literally from the back of my knees to my butt and im so embarrassed they are so strong in colour and everyone is wearing cute summer clothes after having babies I know ill have to be uncomfortable in long trousers because i dont want people to talk about my body I already hate it my arms feel huge my face and legs are horrible hate them in any pictures its just so upsetting because all I am focused on is walking and running and eating healthy after baby is born feel like ill be judged for being so big just bit depressing... anyone else feeling this or am I overthinking 😔