12 week appointment tomorrow

I needed to vent since my husband just always says “its going to be fine”.

My 12 year appointment is tomorrow....I have had this weird gut feeling something is wrong. We had some bleeding in the beginning that has left me feeling like this isn’t meant to be (bleeding has stopped and doc said I’m fine as of a few weeks ago). I get all pregnancies are different, but it’s totally wigging me out that most days with this baby I don’t even feel pregnant. It almost feels too good to be true?!

I remember holding my breath before every appointment for my son. I know I’m prone to serious anxiety, and I am just hoping for the best! Here’s to hoping I just have the chillest baby this time around...I deserve that after what it’s brother put me through 🤪

Please tell me I’m not crazy and other mommas assume the worst and hope for the best?! I feel like I need this appointment tomorrow to finally relax and enjoy this process.