So damn exhausted

Went in yesterday for regular contractions. They admitted me. We tried all kinds of things to get things going, mostly natural but I needed some pain meds but those made me dizzy and I had to throw up. Had a few hours of sleep last night and still at a 2. We will try the tub with some oils in it! But I’m seriously beyond exhausted.. and not far away from opting for a c section again. (First one was emergency section) I just want to sleep in my own bed until this baby comes! Today is his due date 😭 and I have a lady in my room with a newborn boy!!! Ahhhh I want my babe here too 😩 k I’ll go cry now! 😬