PMS Hormone monster

I turned 24 Memorial Day 🇺🇸 ! AF started at 12 for me so this is no new news.

Exactly 1 week from the day of I turn into an emotional, psychotic, wreck. I mean, full blown freak outs and mild fits of frustration - alone of course and sometimes filled with tears over the smallest, stupidest , things for about 24 hours .

I don’t have any children (yet) w my s/o & After only being on depo for a 3 years my hormones were sooo out of wack. Once I stopped I realized I honestly didn’t remember having PMS or REALLY crazy swings/ weight gain etc on depo . I barely got my cycle but every 4 months .

I’ve been solidly on the dot- mittelszmerz with ovulation- regular; taking care of myself limiting stress, and off birth control for going on 3 years in 2020

I’m just saying, when the time does come, I feel I am going to be a monster when with child 😭😫

Anyone else have a similar experience?