Am I the wrong one here? Or being a...

So I have been asking for my BF and I to go out fishing together for a month. He has always said “ well we don’t have our licenses, we have a lot to do or we don’t have our gear ready” so his best friend txted him to go tomorrow. He goes out gets all his gear ready and buys his fishing license online. So he’s all set to go tomorrow with him. He plans to go tomorrow during the time I’m at work specifically. So I smarted off by saying sure go ahead and go without me even though I’ve been asking to go. Then when your friend asks you you’re all for it and ready to roll. I don’t mind that he wants to go with his friend, I’m mad that he could have put the effort in to go with me one of the times ive asked. I feel like I’m justified in that. But he keeps telling me to not be mad. 🙄😡