Apparently I’m a tease for flirting but not putting out when the guy wants. Instead of just understanding I’m not comfortable with them yet?? (Happened multiple times w guys now) Making sure I feel bad for the way I act.

Also apparently I’m stubborn and refuse to believe my brothers friend has a crush on me. Because, after overhearing a 1 minute convo, obviously this dumbass dude would know everything. Not that we barely ever see or talk even when he’s around, or that I think of most of my brothers friends as my brothers as well.

No so now I feel like shit for something I know isn’t true. And even if it is???? Who tf cares, I would never pursue anything. I’m not even dating this asshole of a guy !! And now I’m done talking to him.

Not to mention the same night he did all this when we were Fting, he decided that if I don’t come to a prty at his friends that I’ve never met and sleepover, he’s going to drive home drunk and it’s my fault he drove ??? No buddy you could sleep at ur friends. Then he keeps fting me while he is driving saying that if I came he wouldn’t of had to do this, he’s purposely revving up and speeding and he was HAMMERED. He didn’t care that I told him to stop , he was just getting off that I was worried he would crash. So I hung up once I knew he got home.

Idk if any of this even is clear or makes sense. I’ve been on so many night shifts I haven’t slept in almost 48 hours. And I understand this is not even something to really rant about seeing what’s happening in the world right now. So I do apologize for this post but I really just need to.

This guy I think is just manipulative and controlling honestly. He’s apologized already so he knows what he did. I won’t be talking to him again. Fuck these boys