Pleasing boyfriend from different states

Madison • 19

My boyfriend lives in Tennessee and I live in Kansas, I’m 18 and I live at home still and My boyfriend wants to see me suck on something, it hurts when I try a hairbrush, idk what to use or do cause I wanna order one online but I don’t want my parents to see on my bank account or in the mail.

Please help🙏🏻