I had some cramping yesterday into last night and when I went to the bathroom this morning discovered this. I lost a baby in November and this is how it started, so I’m understandably a little shaken.

I called my doctors office (new insurance = new doctor that I haven’t seen yet) and the nurse says that since I haven’t been seen in office yet she can’t page anyone for me and that if I’m really concerned I need to go to the ER.

My fiancé is at work and I’m just a fucking mess. We both want this so bad and it’s starting to feel like it will never happen.