TTC for the first time this Month in a Looooooonnnnnngg Time

Hi Fellow TTC Ladies,

I have two handsome boys, and my husband and I have decided to expand our family but I’m nervous! Is that weird?! I’m kind of scared or even anxious. I’m in a demanding medical residency, but I’m not getting any younger. We figured if I have to stay for extra time for my residency so be it. My board exams would be the month after my projected due date. We haven’t gotten pregnant the first month TTC before anyways but for some odd reason it makes me nervous. Just looking for words of encouragement and calmness. Sometimes I look around to all of the chaos around us; COVID and Our race inequalities. I just feel full of anxiety. Does anyone else get these feelings?