Concerned

I guess I just need to vent because I haven’t told any of my family or friends my news yet...

This is my first pregnancy. There is a history of reoccurring miscarriages in my family so I’m scared to even talk to my husband about being pregnant for fear that I’ll jinx myself in someway.

Tomorrow I’ll be 7 weeks. I have had no symptoms other than an increase in reflux and intense cravings. But I can’t decide if I’m having the intense cravings because I was on a strict weight loss diet before I learned I was pregnant and now I’m not. The lack of symptoms has me scared even more..

My doctor didn’t check HCG levels and scheduled my first appointment on June 23. I just feel like I’m not actually pregnant and I’m scared to death.