I’m not sure what this topic should be

Ever since I had that experience in April I wasn’t even thinking about ttc again. But eventually I changed my mind. My period suppose to had started Tuesday of this week and it’s Saturday. So I took a pregnancy test Friday and another today. Both are very faint and hard to see but I can definitely see the lines on both (blue & pink dye p test). I’m happy but again not because I don’t want to get overly excited again if I lose another pregnancy. That’s really difficult to process. My fingers are crossed but not crossed that tightly. Wish me luck! ☺️😔