Not excited enough?

So I'm 27 weeks this week and so far through this whole pregnancy I have had at least 4 or 5 UTIs and 3 kidney infections, now before anyone says it's due to poor hygiene. I promise I know how to take care of myself I've been prone to UTIs my whole life so of course I'm more likely to get them while I'm pregnant.

And I'm super excited to meet my baby boy🥰🥰 but I guess I've been complaining about the negative things too much? I'm literally always in pain from the infections and they cause lots of braxton hicks so like im always super uncomfortable. But my mom is sick of all the negative stuff I've been complaining about and she seems to think that I'm not excited?! This baby is a miracle rainbow baby after 2 losses. So yeah in a way It was hard to let myself be excited until I started feeling the kicks more. Once the kicks started it was like I knew everything was going to be okay and I finally let myself be happy I want to always buy new outfits and im planning the nursery and the birth and i couldn't be happier 😌 🥰. But im also uncomfortable and I don't think that im being too negative by saying that im uncomfortable?