I graduated yesterday and one of my boy best friends came to my grad party and one of my best friends grad party. Him my family and I all hung out till 1 am and this morning he texts me asking me if he wants to go out he said he would of asked me in person, but he didn’t want the alcohol to mess with my answer. Well I’ve like had a crush I guess you could say on this boy for 2 years but I just never felt it fully. He’s such a good man and very respectful and my mom loves him and my brother really likes him. I’m going to college in September he isn’t and we would be like 3-4 hours away from each other. I don’t know what to do I’m so confused. I feel so anxious every time I think about so I’ve been avoiding it My hearts beating I feel emotional. I don’t think I’m ready for this, but than again this is what I wanted I don’t know what to do.