I have an amazing son that will be 2 soon. My delivery was a total nightmare I almost died. I didn’t plan on having anymore kids at all due to everything I went through. I even went home attached to a wound vac machine. Well I’m currently pregnant and I kept going back and fourth about keeping it or not and decided to keep my baby because it’s a innocent life. But I can’t lie I’m so scared and my anxiety is through the roof! I don’t want to die! I don’t want to go through that nightmare again. ☹️😞