So to start, I am pretty young (17, going on 18 this Saturday). I would like to say that I got my life together pretty good. I graduated high school a year early, got my diploma and GED (at the same time), go to college, have my own place, etc.

Oh, forgot to mention.... I’m engaged!!!

We’ve known each other since we were little kids :))

But my fiancé(21) and I have had some accidents that resulted in pregnancy twice. One last year With twins that ended via abortion (bash me all you want , I know....I deserve it) and one this year that ended in a miscarriage on Mother’s Day.

My fiancé and I were in the kitchen grabbing some snacks and just having a conversation about anything. He pulls me in and just holds me, and everything goes silent. He’s thinking something, so I ask him “what are you thinking?”

Him: “I want something, it’s not sexual. I promise”

Me: “ okay. What is it ?”

He proceeds to hum the sound of the words but I couldn’t guess it

“A hickey??? Sir, that’s sexual.”

“A what?!”

“Idk just tell me , I’m getting annoyed”

He starts to hold my stomach and that when I realize.... this mans wants a baby!! 😳 like complete shocker ! It’s been something we’ve talked about but not as much lately so it definitely took me be surprise. I love him to the moon and I don’t know where I’d be without his support 🥰🥰

Here’s some pictures of us🥺

Edit: the pregnancy wasn’t viable so I had to get an abortion(ordered by doctors)

UPDATE:

So a little over a month ago I posted this and so much has happened. After 6 days of positive opks I decided to take a pregnancy test.

IM PREGNANT!!! 👣🥰

Baby Ayala due In 2021!!