So i won an award in my program in nursing school and idk i kinda wish my bf was more excited and wanted to celebrate it. i feel so upset and shitty. Would it be weird if i asked if we could celebrate this? i feel kinda desperate and pathetic doing that but idk. i just can’t stop crying i really need some guidance.

i feel so proud of myself because i worked so hard. i feel like if it were the other way around id be so excited for him and want to make him feel really special!!

if yes, how could i ask it?