Well this week I’ve started to take accountability for my own actions on why I might not be able to conceive. I’ve always had irregular periods but about 2 years ago (right about the time my husband and I started trying) my periods turned from irregular to unbearable. Every month has been something new and I was told by my doctors I most likely have PCOS. I was plus size already but started gaining weight like crazy and unable to maintain it. Nothing in my diet changed for better or worst yet I went up a few pant sizes. (Just what someone who’s already considered plus size needs) acne like crazy too. Since the un wanted weight gain I slowly stopped caring what I ate. My mind works in a weird way and the more my doctors told me I needed to loose weight the more bad foods I put in my body. The depression from unable to conceive gets worst and worst as more people I know end up pregnant instead of me. The older I get the more unimaginable becoming pregnant seems. But like I said it’s time to action. I’m calorie counting and going on walks daily that will slowly turn into runs once I get a little bit in shape. I am crossing my fingers that loosing some weight does the trick and my dream of becoming a mom comes true. Share your stories please I always feel like I’m in the dark and need more people who can relate to the struggle of infertility. Love to all!