mentally done

my ex has one daughter (6), just had a baby with a different woman a month ago (i didn’t know she was pregnant), i’m 6 months, and now he has someone else pregnant. i don’t understand. i am so sad and hurt.

also he denies my son and says that i’m the one who is a hoe and sleeps around a lot. i’m just confused i feel like somethings wrong with me. he was my first actual relationship and i’m only 20 so i know i’m young but i’m just so confused and tired. i just want my baby already.