Long Rant, but if you have time, it would work for really would make a difference! 🤍

17 + 4 weeks. I have a 4 year old little girl. This is my 2nd child & a baby boy💙. I’m starting to feel antsy/ nervous about all that needs to be done/ bought for my new LO. I’m feeling overwhelmed! Anyone else? I haven’t bought anything besides some clothes. I have tons of girl stuff, no gender neutral. I can’t find any available nursery furniture online;either out of stock or not the color I want. I’m in MD. Store’s just opened today, but way too crowded with lines out the door. So, I’m not ready to go baby shopping yet ( personal choice). Online is really frustrating me to. I like Amazon, but am overwhelmed buying multiple stuff online. I am having trouble working my registry (using baby list). Etc. I also have NO idea about boys🤷🏼‍♀️. Any BOY mom’s out there that would be willing to share with it’s like having a BOY would be great & appreciated! With my daughter it was so easy & her whole room was already set up by now. I’m not sure why I’m in this weird unproductive funk. This new normal is getting to me! What’s wrong with me? 😩 I am excited about this baby and am so blessed. But for some reason, I’m procrastinating & feel like i have no idea what I’m doing! My daughter will be 5 soon, so there’s that age gap, I just feel like I don’t even remember what I need. I know many people out there have much more problems and I am blessed. I just wanted to reach out to see if anyone else is feeling this way, tips, BOY I’m experience. Oh, on another note- I went to a small family get together )my husband’s friend wife was there with her two boys 6 and 2. When I told her I was having a Bailey she said, “ boys are *** ***.” And that she tells that to her kids everyday. I imagine me- very awkward. I mean she KNOWS I’m having a boy so, why the negativity? I don’t understand why people can’t just say congrats boys are fun! Like where is the filters? Just saying. Is it just me or would that have bothered you. OH let’s not forget the 4th time from family I have been told . “ You can’t even handle having Ava (my daughter) so how are you doing to handle another kid!” Like WTF! Anyone else getting those comments? I need positive vibes! Please!

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