So absolutely beyond p*ssed!

My now ex boyfriend broke up with me earlier saying "I did it so you'll listen" who f*cking does that?! He is saying that I can stay in the home with him and his aunt, before he said he wanted to try and figure out what to do with us. I'm so confused right now, upset, even crying. I love him but he did cheat before yet he said we was broken up then and at my mom's, I don't remember that! He was even flirting with someone a "friend" of his. He denied it.

He keeps saying he has custody of our month old daughter, but don't we have to go to court? At the hospital he did sign papers if I remember because they were saying that he has to have custody because my mom is my guardian, I'm hecking 30! I'm definitely NOT leaving MY baby girl with him, he doesn't know how to take care of a baby! His family is able to help, that's not convincing. He is gone all day and his aunt, she can't even take care of herself because she is disabled. And knowing him, our baby will end up in his friend's care (a different one) who smokes cigarettes and our baby is a preemie, she is going to end up passing because of SIDS. She's probably going to end up sick all the time. My baby needs me! I have a 14 year old I know how to take care of a baby.

Even since I have a disability it's not that hard to get a damn job. I am trying to get my GED. I'm cleaning the house on my own + taking care of a baby. This is all BS!