Saw my full naked body and wanted to scream

Currently 37 weeks 5 days pregnant, and usually I only look at my front in the mirror never really my back side. Well today I was having some crazy itchy on my back so I get naked looked in mirror to see if it was a rash. And I almost cried when I saw how nasty and gross I looked naked from behind. All this pregnancy I be walking around my house all naked thinking I look good when I’m looking nasty ass hell. My fiancé always says your beautiful, your this and that but no damn way. I saw what I saw with mi eyes and I was assumed. I’m thankful to be pregnant and carrying a healthy baby that I can’t wait to meet. But my goodness how I will not look at myself naked again. I feel so 🤮. Per pregnancy I was small and I didn’t mind my body but fuck now. I’m currently about run a bath and order some things to workout in since this body will probably never get back into my old clothes again.