Anyone been through this? Please share

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So I’ve been with my man for 6 years now, first few years into our relationship he got comfortable with calling me babe or baby, loved holding my hands and was affectionate around me in public but 3 years later he stopped it all. He calls me by my first name, never holds my hand and stopped loving on me in public/private. Always busy doing other things and I feel like he’s ashamed of me or something just because I don’t look like the girl he fell in love with at the beginning of our relationship. Yes I’ve gained a few pounds Don’t get me wrong I love this man hard but it’s starting to grow on me that maybe he’s not in love with me anymore even though it kills me to say that but it’s starting to feel like that even though he reassures me everyday that he loves me but that’s all words over actions. Currently balling my eyes out because I feel like I’m making it a big deal out of this🥺. I just want that same type of love I give him, is it worth saving?

We are in the process of trying for a baby but I can’t get shake the feeling that maybe im making a mistake because if I don’t ever feel that love and attention from him it’s not gonna be worth it but I love him and feel so stuck.

Please don’t judge me It took some guts to come on here and finally talk about it. When will it get better??